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Friday, July 07, 2006

Comments!!!

I was expecting this ... really expecting this.. haha... the R factor created a rip off sparkle around the city... atleast around my company. Got mixed responses ... from "Wonderful to .......It sucks!!!"

Am ok!! really liked to know that people took the effort to read it. would really like to post a few comment i got. Some are really amusing. no offense to the senders. Please forgive me for this


I would n't say that it is of the highest literary value,but it felt like i was talking to you.
-Sony

Some (all) are Borringggggg!!!!
-Latha

I’ve seen the site. It is just words and words. I suggest you add some pictures. I like the one u wrote about the SGI Proj Mgr. :) :)
-Vinay

Mast tha!!!! R factor wala sahi mein mast tha!!
-Anirban

Its too Violent! Try to reduce the tone a bit!
-Bijou

Dont be so harsh. Dont use a blog as a medium to remove your frustration.
-Anurag P.

Ok guys to one and all... I have just one thing to say.. i value your comments a lot ....wil try to improve myself and try to put some quality writing!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

The R Factor!

Well well... Today was a boring day!
I decided to work Reasonably from today.... just work for the efforts i was recognised for. So I decided to come to office by train. My Payscale does not permit me to use a luxury mode of transport.. so going to use the public mode of transport. MMTS!!

and that makes me to leave office at 6:45 to catch the train..... hehe... wanan c my boss's face go red ..... Who cares.. any ways i am a reasonable worker!...the R factor will prevail..wont it...hehe

ok ok..me got to rush... train is in another 20 mins!

bye bye

Monday, July 03, 2006

"Reasonable"

I never really got it how people rate you for your performance when they dont even have any clue of the kind of work you do. Naa its not that i am using you as a victim of my frustration. My frustration died long back. its no more! Isnt it injustice to be rated by a person who does nothing but yap about his 'never achieved' acheivements. He doesnt know about what u do or how u do it?

What beats me the most is .... If my work is to be termed as 'Reasonable' then I wanna really see how the a Star performer work?!!!!

Basically all that happens here is Fake Orgasms! They just fake it for you that you are doing a nice work and they give u timely pleasures. nothing in the long run. today if it is me who has to be pleased , tomorrow it will be you! Momentary satisfaction!


The top Notch management use U as Chess coin for their own needs. What are we.... slaves? or some trodden prostitutes! No kidding!!! and its not just the height of my frustration. After two years of slogging to reach a position and make my mark..... Trying everyday to outshine the crowd and make it Big in this vast industry.... I end up still in the same old place......
Dont u tell me my effort might not have been enough..that my superiors never noticed it.... I very well remember how my name was used in functions to project the acheivements of the team... "first team to be sent from the team to a Billable project and tht too ONSITE!".

If that wasnt enough i have a flood of commendations which were sent to my boss which rated my efforts as extraordinary. What did he do to those? ate them? or simply Shoved them up?All those sloggings we had to do without proper sleep or food or rest! Onsite was just a suger coated tag....the bitterness lies deep inside. Ask the team how we both were overloaded just because the project team was not professional on taking requirements from the client or implementing the functionality

Inspite of all these... if my efforts are still to be rated as just reasonable. Tell me .... What would motivate me to Wake up tomorrow morning and dress up to come for work when i know what ever i do here i am still a 'Reasonable performer' here.