"Reasonable"

I never really got it how people rate you for your performance when they dont even have any clue of the kind of work you do. Naa its not that i am using you as a victim of my frustration. My frustration died long back. its no more! Isnt it injustice to be rated by a person who does nothing but yap about his 'never achieved' acheivements. He doesnt know about what u do or how u do it?

What beats me the most is .... If my work is to be termed as 'Reasonable' then I wanna really see how the a Star performer work?!!!!

Basically all that happens here is Fake Orgasms! They just fake it for you that you are doing a nice work and they give u timely pleasures. nothing in the long run. today if it is me who has to be pleased , tomorrow it will be you! Momentary satisfaction!


The top Notch management use U as Chess coin for their own needs. What are we.... slaves? or some trodden prostitutes! No kidding!!! and its not just the height of my frustration. After two years of slogging to reach a position and make my mark..... Trying everyday to outshine the crowd and make it Big in this vast industry.... I end up still in the same old place......
Dont u tell me my effort might not have been enough..that my superiors never noticed it.... I very well remember how my name was used in functions to project the acheivements of the team... "first team to be sent from the team to a Billable project and tht too ONSITE!".

If that wasnt enough i have a flood of commendations which were sent to my boss which rated my efforts as extraordinary. What did he do to those? ate them? or simply Shoved them up?All those sloggings we had to do without proper sleep or food or rest! Onsite was just a suger coated tag....the bitterness lies deep inside. Ask the team how we both were overloaded just because the project team was not professional on taking requirements from the client or implementing the functionality

Inspite of all these... if my efforts are still to be rated as just reasonable. Tell me .... What would motivate me to Wake up tomorrow morning and dress up to come for work when i know what ever i do here i am still a 'Reasonable performer' here.